Well, hello there!
Anyone still there?
I want to say that I still love blogging. I do. Please don't measure that by the last few months. Ha!
Summer has kicked my rear-end.
Not necessarily in a bad way.
Our youngest son spent most of the summer working at Kamp. He loved it. And we missed him terribly.
And, I guess with age has come the inability to concentrate on more than one thing at a time...because he was constantly on my mind and in my prayers...and I just didn't have the mental energy to sit down and write about it on here.
It just hit me, at some point this summer, that this is our youngest child...and we have maybe one more summer with him under our roof, under our influence. Eeep!
I can't even deal.
God is telling me to hold things loosely...and I am telling HIM that I want to hold on tight.
Oh, I'm not telling him that with my words...I would never do that. That would be so disrespectful...like saying I don't trust that He knows best...that His ways AREN'T better than my ways. I would never do that.
Or WOULD I?
Did your Momma ever tell you, "actions speak louder than words?"
So, lots of learning going on around here. God is stretching my heart, and it's uncomfortable, and it hurts. Lots of trusting Him without knowing my next step...when I can't look ahead to be sure that the road is nice and safe.
I started this blog to document our lives with Joshua, to share my faith, to show how God uses humor in my life every day...and to leave a type of journal for my kids and grand-kids to read one day.
You know...if they're really bored.
I just know that my Mom died young, and I would've LOVED to have had some insight into her heart...what she was thinking, what made her laugh, what struggles she had, how awesome of a kid I was...
And I try to remember that I write for an audience of ONE...and if I don't use my words to point to Jesus, then I'm just wasting my time.
Summer is coming to an end. Our college/grad school kids all start back in the next couple of weeks. Joshua's program starts back soon as well. Things will be a little more consistent and "normal..." whatever that means.
It's a good time to reassess...to regroup, refocus, plan. Hope to be back on here a lot more often! :)
"I will praise you, LORD, with all my heart; I will tell of all the marvelous things You have done. I will be filled with joy because of You. I will sing praises to Your name, O Most High." Psalm 9: 1-2